I suppose it is just a trait of mine, or some result of the trauma of my life. I often find myself reliving those years, in my mind. If I did this, if I did that, if I did the other thing. I'm starting to work out the pain I've kept bottled up inside me, all the sorrow and anger and self-hatred.

I find it strange that I am one of the few who can get the body to cry, when I haven't cried in decades.

On a similar note, I've become fascinated by certain genres of music, and certain artists in particular. I am a fan of MCR (no emo jokes, please). Occassionally, you will find me humming something from the CD The Black Parade. I thought I'd share a particularly poignant song from that CD, and its lyrics.

( Cancer )

A download will be forthcoming.